back to the start

it's an addiction, once again, a long struggling,

but you have to walk out from the maze and back to the start.

you can give up your appetite, let go of your sleep,

but please don't lose yourself and the ability to love.

All we are in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars. -Wilde

Always keep an eye on the stars and it will find you anyway.

love is a journey to face self:

it might be sad that someone you love cannot see you,

but it is more pathetic that you cannot see through your self.

listen to your heart, and think about what do you learn from this affair?

everyone passing by your life has a meaning to you,

they come to teach you something and go on their own journey,

just like different types of teachers to give you tests of life,

which might make you confused, almost crazy, desperately heartbroken.

but hearts are made to be broken, that's not big deal.

the point is do you fix yourself well and back to the start?

please don't stop yourself on the half way of looking for stars.

stars are still hanging high on the beautifully sky, shining happily.

it's up to you whether you are looking up at them or not.

let bygones be bygones.

so long as you leave the past behind and you will see the present waiting out there.

smile, and go on your journey for the stars; c'est la vie!